I determined the other night that what I am slowly losing is motivation...along with overall muscle mass.
It's a tad bit frustrating. Although, sometimes I think it's just because I'm not having to do five different things at the same time. Talking, laughing, working, thinking, walking around.
Also the cause for the muscle loss.
I think I miss that ability of mine, to multi-task. It's a bit hard to do several things at once when you're stuck off your feet with a TV in one room, book in another and your computer somewhere in between.
It's terrible not being able to carry or move anything with your hands because their too busy crutching you from place to place.
But it has given me an amazing perspective on life. I have so much respect for those who are reliant upon some foreign object to help them move, walk, feel alive.
I think this foot thing was a necessary evil to teach me to slow my roll. I need to learn not to be the Bionic Woman. Legitimately take time to smell the roses. Except, not roses, I don't really like them. Maybe more...oranges. Yeah, liquid sunshine...oranges.
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